I told myself I would NOT complain, I will deal with the side effects and issues that come with all my IVF business. My baby is that important- and I want one THAT bad!
So this is NOT for your sympathy, becasue I WILL do what needs to be done, this a solely an outlet, and my therapy. (I NEED IT)
Let me tell you, I am in 5 days...ONLY 5 DAYS, and this shit is kicking my butt BIG time! So far I have a consistant headache that will not go away (Tylenol SUCKS and will not help), most of the day I have PMS like cramps in my lower abdomen, and I CRY at ANYTHING!
This morning, I started bawling, yes bawling, at all the Father's Day wishes on Facebook! They are so sweet and loving I just lost my mind. Poor Keith- he is at a loss, I told him I realize it is crazyness, but he just does not know what to do.
So, there it is me in all my glory. sigh.....
Reminds me of me trying to get to your wedding. Except Dylan was 4 days old, so I wasn't pregnant anymore. ;-)
ReplyDeleteIt will all be worth it in the end and sounds like you are in pregnancy/baby boot camp!!
And I don't think this is complaining, it's being honest. BTW, drink your water!!
Ahh... hang in there friend!
ReplyDeleteYou are a tough cookie! Let me know if you need anything!
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